So tired

I'm so tired of being let down and at times it feels I have my whole life. Sometimes I get tired of being the only one in my corner. The only one I can count on. My own cut man cleaning up my scrapes and bruises. It gets so exausting. I just want people I can count on in my life. I don't have that and at times it hurts so much to feel so alone so often. No one knows me the way I need them to. No one is really there. It gets to a point where what is it all worth. I'm just so tired