New ish from adam micheal

My first shoot in like a month with the rockin dude from upheavel.

wishin i was so paid

Not because im greedy, but because im restless. I just wan't success so bad I can taste it. I wan't to be who I was always meant to be, because, I was meant to be a success god hasn't blessed me with so much for me to be anything less. So ya, I got some stuff im gonna work on this summer, but after that, im pretty much gonna cut loose and bust my ass work my ass off, until I get where I want to be, and where im meant to be the top. Some people settle for average for mediocre thats not me, not from my friends not from my family not from my future husband wherever he is, and ESPECIALLY not from me. I refuse to live off of anyone else but myself, and I have a restless fire inside me that I dont think will let me. So Im done wishin' and am ready to start doin I will be paid.

So tired

I'm so tired of being let down and at times it feels I have my whole life. Sometimes I get tired of being the only one in my corner. The only one I can count on. My own cut man cleaning up my scrapes and bruises. It gets so exausting. I just want people I can count on in my life. I don't have that and at times it hurts so much to feel so alone so often. No one knows me the way I need them to. No one is really there. It gets to a point where what is it all worth. I'm just so tired

got her mind right

My goals in life are pretty simple be happy and be as successful as possible. I wanna be this girl:

" ooh there's somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
i look at her and it makes me proud
theres somethin about her

theres somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that dont even need my help
she said she got it she got it no doubt
there's something about her"

or a be an independent woman who can buy my own bottles. Thats what I want , ive learned that you cannot depend on anyone but yourself, so do your best work your hardest to be as much of a diva as you can so you don't have to answer to anyone.

Hopefully I get a good job doing something in marketing, its always been important to me to be a career woman, and now that im wrapping up school its starting to get to be do or die time. It would be nice if I could get some success with modeling, not huge success I realize but at the same time, im gonna try to touch the sky.

I wanna be the girl who has worked for everything she owns, the girl who earns the respect of those around her. Thats who I wanna be.

The woman im trying to be

I crave success, i want to be miss indepe