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Some images from my recent shoots with Sam Rambo a great photographer and friend.

Proust Questionaire

In the tradition of Vanity Fair my Proust Questionairre.

What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

Learning people aren't who I thought they were

Where would you like to live?

Somewhere where everyone I care about is in one place.

What is your idea of earthly happiness?

Being loved

To what faults do you feel most indulgent?

My ability to do absolutely nothing

Who are your favorite characters in history?

Ghandi, Cleopatra, Spartans, MLK, The Kennedys

Who are your favorite heroines in real life?

The quiet heros, like my grandma

Who are your favorite heroines of fiction?

Any greek goddess

Your favorite painter?

Van Gogh

Your favorite musician?

Miles Davis, Coltrane

The quality you most admire in a man?

Honesty, integrity, sense of humor

The quality you most admire in a woman?

Intelligence, humor, kindness

Your favorite virtue?

my good heart

Your favorite occupation?

Being with those i love

Who would you have liked to be?

the ideal me

Your most marked characteristic?

my imagination

What do you most value in your friends?

honesty, selflessness

What is your principle defect?

I am stubborn to a fault, I have a sharp toungue too

What to your mind would be the greatest of misfortunes?

To not know Jesus

What would you like to be?

The best version of myself

What is your favorite color?

Green and Pink

What is your favorite flower?

Yellow Roses

What is your favorite bird?

Penguins

Who are your heroes in real life?

My mom, my grandma, Jim his family

Who are your favorite heroines of history?

Cleopatra, Rosa Parks

What are your favorite names?

Kaylee is all that comes to mind at the moment

What is it you most dislike?

Things in myself I cant change, things in the world I can't change, things in the past I cant change

What historical figures do you most despise?

Hussein, Hitler, Stalin, Pol Pot, Bin Laden

What event in military history do you most admire?

WW2

What natural gift would you most like to possess?

ill go with proust, will power and iressitible charm

How would you like to die?

Peacefully

What is your present state of mind?

Amazment of how proper 20 year olds talked in Proust's time

What is your motto?

Fuck me badly once shame on you, fuck me badly twice shame on me

New ish from adam micheal

My first shoot in like a month with the rockin dude from upheavel.

wishin i was so paid

Not because im greedy, but because im restless. I just wan't success so bad I can taste it. I wan't to be who I was always meant to be, because, I was meant to be a success god hasn't blessed me with so much for me to be anything less. So ya, I got some stuff im gonna work on this summer, but after that, im pretty much gonna cut loose and bust my ass work my ass off, until I get where I want to be, and where im meant to be the top. Some people settle for average for mediocre thats not me, not from my friends not from my family not from my future husband wherever he is, and ESPECIALLY not from me. I refuse to live off of anyone else but myself, and I have a restless fire inside me that I dont think will let me. So Im done wishin' and am ready to start doin I will be paid.

So tired

I'm so tired of being let down and at times it feels I have my whole life. Sometimes I get tired of being the only one in my corner. The only one I can count on. My own cut man cleaning up my scrapes and bruises. It gets so exausting. I just want people I can count on in my life. I don't have that and at times it hurts so much to feel so alone so often. No one knows me the way I need them to. No one is really there. It gets to a point where what is it all worth. I'm just so tired

got her mind right

My goals in life are pretty simple be happy and be as successful as possible. I wanna be this girl:

" ooh there's somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
i look at her and it makes me proud
theres somethin about her

theres somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that dont even need my help
she said she got it she got it no doubt
there's something about her"

or a be an independent woman who can buy my own bottles. Thats what I want , ive learned that you cannot depend on anyone but yourself, so do your best work your hardest to be as much of a diva as you can so you don't have to answer to anyone.

Hopefully I get a good job doing something in marketing, its always been important to me to be a career woman, and now that im wrapping up school its starting to get to be do or die time. It would be nice if I could get some success with modeling, not huge success I realize but at the same time, im gonna try to touch the sky.

I wanna be the girl who has worked for everything she owns, the girl who earns the respect of those around her. Thats who I wanna be.